So, this summer I have felt more like the me from my childhood than ever before!
I think it started when I started watching My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.
You see, that show somehow managed to make me feel like a giddy little girl again. I'm so much happier now that all of these thoughts of love and friendship and other such positive things are bubbling up inside of me and wanting to spill out into the world. I just feel so much lighter and happier now! I want to start living my life better and being more positive about everything that life throws at me. I will love and tolerate the world!
I've also been getting back into doing things that I used to do when I was younger, but that's partially because of a lot of reminiscing I did with
. I feel like doing crazy things like pretending to be my favorite cartoon characters or dressing up in silly outfits and costumes or plugging up my N64 and ranting cheerfully at a half responsive Pikachu for hours on end. Heck, I even want to run around in my front yard and toss marbles at imaginary Pokemon and pretend that all of my stuffed animals are my awesome Pokemon team!
And despite having reverted back to being that terribly socially awkward self who pretends that the 'voices in my head' are more than they are... I feel like I'm also turning more into someone who wants to be social. I think it would be totally awesome to throw a pool party or something here soon, but include something either ridiculously dorky or completely childish to turn it into something awkwardly awesome.
I still need to get the Thysanthius crew together to do an actual larp instead of just talking out the characters, but it seems like it's always such a challenge to figure out when everyone will be free! I so want to get the chance to be the loveable-idiot Margarette 'irl' and not just in my daydreams!
I also want to be a pony. But that one probably won't be possible irl ever. lol.
However, if everypony wouldn't mind calling me Cuddle Burst (Cuddle for short) every now and again to bring out that inner, pony-loving child that I feel that I am, they might just notice that it would put me in an instantly improved mood. "In ten seconds flat!"
So, currently I'm a red-headed brony with a hunger for playing silly adventure games.
Anyone else up for an adventure? >